loser. so i wont let my knees buckle anymore. i let them buckle, i fall to my knees. i hang my head, it's gone. i stop walking, i cant anymore. and for all that i wont b emo again. whenever i feel overwhelmed by thoughts and memories of u, i'd shake my head clear. hammer if necessary. but anyway i wont leave my mind immersed in those haunting memories. yes, immersed. my mind's already tainted as it is, thanx. but seriously its time for me to wake up. whenever i feel left out and all that crap, well i'd try to stop myself from thinking. coz once the corruption sets in, it'd b much harder to remove it. knees buckle, u start to fall. so might as well just remain strong. catch myself b4 i fall into my own darkness. my created world. wake up, alastair.